Back at college now and what a summer it's been. Not like anyone reads my journal, but what the heck, it lets me vent.

Didn't do a whole lot. Couldn't get a job. Got a new laptop since the old one burnt out, but at least this one is much better, and it was actually cheaper than the other.

Art wise, I've gotten new ideas and some actual work done. My Crossing stories have the potential be to become a series with other games and people that find themselves in them. Hopefully I'll be able to make that come true.

However, I've found myself being plagued with doubts. For over six years, I've held onto the idea of training dolphins. Now... I don't know. I'm thinking something with the boring technical side of editing might work for me, but that means more school since I don't have the prerequisites.

On top of this, I find myself questioning what I'm doing with my life. Being a nerd and introvert doesn't seem as good as it used to be. Guess at 24 I'm finally growing up or something like that. Or maybe what used to work doesn't anymore.

I look back at what has happened since I moved to campus last year and I don't see too much difference. But after this summer, I feel different. I don't know how or why, but I do.

Anyway, enough of this emo's ranting. Perhaps I'll get off my butt and actually update my work here.